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Thursday, November 1, 2012

I'm not perfect 11/1/2012 (Second aticle in 2012)


PERFECT = IMPOSSIBLE
 There is nobody is perfect in this world..
Same thing goes to me... I'm not...
 Troubles troubles and troubles...

Now, entering Form 6 is a wrong way for me maybe...
Prove me that i'm wrong...
I know it isn't the best way for me....
Although it named "Pre- U" students...
Yet, so what? It's still the same...
We've been treated like a secondary school students too...
Some teachers seems like don't like our class as they thought our class was arrogant...
Never mind as long as we aren't...
We know what we are and what we are doing...
Anyway, don't judge us without knowing the real of us...

Next, about my STPM Sem 1 examination...
It's getting nearer and nearer...
It's just 4 days left...
I'm so nervous and i don't know what to do...
I hate those feelings...
It made me sad and seems like i'm going to be crazy...
I have done lots of revision...
But when i get into exercises, all the things seems like so strange for me...
They knew me, but i don't know them...
STPM isn't as easy as i thought...
Physics Mathematics Chemistry and General studies (Pengajian Am)
4 subjects i'm going to fight...
Yet, the things i should be happy is that..
The holiday is near which is just after the examination...
It means that after 1 week exam,
Then i shall enjoy my holiday and let my mind rest...

It's time for me to set a good mindset in myself...
Prepare for the second sem of STPM...
After this exam, i will start to involve myself in some music...
I need to practice my music which i liked it so much and it just like my life...
My life would be suck without all these fellow...
I live for music...:)

Fighting...All the best...I know i can do it well in the exam...
God please bless me...
I will try my best....
Hope everything would be just great and have FUN...
Machine gun or Lazer gun is ready to against the war... :D

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

I'm Back~ 16/5/2012 (First article in 2012)







Hey You, You, You and You...
I did not see you for a long time...

Since SPM were starting, I'm leaving you...
But now this is the time for me to get back to you...
So, I wanna tell you, you, you and you...that...
I'm Back...
Welcome Home.. 


Hmm...Nothing much actually...
I'm just wanna to improve my English and shout out my feelings for no one...
It is just a simple, easier way for me to express and shout out all my feelings and unhappiness...


Yea...
First of all...
I had finished my SPM for a long time...
And i enjoyed the life after SPM as i went to many places and had a freaking great moments to be with my lovely family, friends and relatives...
Superb moments in my life...


After that...
I got into National Service's Life...
Which i'm very worried about that...
I' was definitely unhappy, scared and worried for getting into National Service...
I'm a kind of person who hardly get into new life...
And hardly to make friends with others...
I realized that i'm shy and maybe afraid to talk with strangers..
Lots of unfortunate things happened to me in the first week..
I felt very sad and alone...
I wanna go home...
I missed my family and friends...
I did wrote letters to home and apologize to my parents for the fault  that i did since i was young...
I did touched by myself and willing to cry while i was writing the letter...
I really damn MISSED lots of things and people while i was in the camp...
After that...I started to make friends with others...
Tried to get close with them...
And then day after day...
We became good friends which can make jokes and talking rubbishes..Haha...
So, conclusion.. 
I enjoyed my NS life too as it was a new experience for me...
Besides, there were many "first time" happened...
It counted as a memorable mark in my life...
I could still remember all the sweet memories and sad time we be with together...
Mixed feelings during the Graduation of the National Service...


Okay...3 months in NS...
Mixed feelings...
After that... I got a wonderful moment with my NS friends...
We went to Sunway Lagoon...
Whow...I was very excited for that trip...
It was been a long time that i did not have a roller coaster ride...
And it was SURPRISED me...
Happy to be with them although it was just a 3 days 2 nights' trip...
Actually it was counted as a gathering instead..=)


Next,
The moment i hated the most...
And also saddest the most...
I got my SPM result...
It made me very down, down and down...
I was about to cry when i got to see my sucks result with my own eyes..
I hated the moment... very much... a lot.... 
My friends all got a good result...
I was happy for them...
But i was very disappointed with my own result...
I just got 4As,5Bs,1C...Oh god...
My Biology got a "C"!
Fortunately i got 2A for my 1119 english...=)
Whatever... it had past....
I've been went through that Emo moment...
Now everything is over...


Furthermore...
I went for a Sabah Trip...
I was the tourism guider along the trip..
Haha......
Actually... I was only just set the map by using GPS...
Nice experience...
I was super duper excited while the airplane was going to fly...
My very first experience in the airplane..
AirAsia...^^Not bad...
6 days 5 nights' trip was fun...
Mount Kota Kinabalu was cooling...
Even i was lazy to make any movement instead of  lying on the bed and cover my whole body with a thick bed sheet...
Went for snorkeling and i got sun-burnt...Painful T.T
I took lots of pictures...
Proboscis monkey was damn cute!!!!!!!!!! I love them...
Haha..i could still remember...
I spent about an hour to took sunset photography...
I was willing to wait for it.. =)...
Seafood there was super super super NICE delicious.....
Yummy... My brother's friend brought us to a restaurant...
The Crabbies there was just Rm18 per KG....
Wow......Damn worth...
Cheesy Crab......Finger licking good...
Went for twice..=D


Next...
I started my Form 6 life...
=(  Challenging...
I felt nervous although the lesson still haven't start yet...
I'm worried every time before i go to school...
Transport probably a big problem for me..
Orientation weeks for 3 weeks...
Oh god...The orientation was damn boring...
Dislike... I prefer start the lesson earlier...
Never mind, just a few days to go...


Last but not least...
Cutie BabyBoy...
Haha... My elder sister had just gave birth to a baby boy...
My nephew... Cutie and chubby face.....
Love him...<3.....


Today is Teachers' Day...
Thanks for my lovely teachers , family and friends...
I love all of you as you loved me too..=) <3
May god bless everyone...
Let the coming days to be happy days for me...
My Dream will be come true...
I do believe... :D
Kay..that's all i want to share...Love you guys.. :D


To be continue.....